Wednesday, April 21, 2021

George Floyd Day of Resurrection

 


Derek Chauvin guilty of murder, manslaughter in death of George Floyd | CBC News


What the World Didn't See in Me - I Am George Floyd

From the Heavens of the Holy I've watched and waited to see if this killer cop would answer for my death. And here its been almost a year, as an entire nation waits in wonder with bated breath. 

It all happened that first Monday of May, 2020. For on that day, I rose up from underneath a policeman's knee and gained my wings. While ascending I looked down upon a painfully familiar scene; police brutalizing a black body while onlookers unsuccessfully pleaded for mercy. I'd been seeing the same scene since childhood, cops subduing a lone black figure by any means they feel necessary. Only, on this fateful day it's my black neck caught between a racist cop and a hard place.

As I lay dying, I heard mama's soothing voice call to me. She was calling me home in a way only a mama could, with offerings of love and comfort. I couldn't see mama, but her presence was all around me. Suddenly, almost as if I had slipped straight into a dream, I was floating upward, free of all fears, wants and needs. I had no pain, no struggles and oddly enough, no need to breathe. I was rising above it all, becoming a witness to my own execution. And somehow, I felt only sorrow and pity for my executioner. The biblical words of Jesus 'father forgive them, for they know not what they do' were never more clear.

As I continued to rise heavenward, I caught myself praying for the badged boy in blue still kneeling on his dead victim's neck below. Like an uncompromising confederate statue, unapologetic of its rebellious history, he displays misguided honor and anger.

With a gleam of the proud hunter twinkling in his eyes, he knelt over his captive prey like many badged predators have throughout the years. If this were the good ol' boy confederacy of Jeff Davis, a rope and oak tree would be sought for hanging and burning of such strange fruit. 

Just as I am all too familiar with this horrific scene playing out down below, so to is the badged boy in blue. However, he appears euphorically intent on enacting a scene of unjustifiable homicide, triggered by a hellish hatred. He demonstrates a total lack of respect for humanity under civil law, because in his warped ego he is the 'goddam' law (judge, jury and executioner). His victims are doomed to 'ride the lightning' in order to fulfill his own distorted sense of compliance through domination.

And still I rise up. Looking down prayerful for those innocent bystanders, damned to suffer visions of this horrific day for the rest of their earthbound lives. On the sidewalk, an innocent nine-year old third grader who said afterward she felt "sad and kind of mad" watching the badged boy in blue kneeling unmercifully on the neck of a black body for 9.5 minutes. I pray my beautiful six-year old daughter, Gianna, feels my rise and heals from the loss of her earthly innocence. Me and Grandma are always with you baby girl!



Yes, down there is where my black body lies, and still I rise. While this badged boy in blue poses for pictures and video clips atop my graying carcass, displaying his (s)kill. I now see it all and pray for humanity past, present and future. How long will this race of humans, who coin themselves civilized, feel entitled to wipe out anything or anybody they see as a threat to their ideas and/or way of life?

Yes Lord, down there is where my black body lies, and still I rise. Because a soul, minus hate and full of love for all, never dies. To discover one's soul and cherish it while alive is life's prize. So rise up humanity, become a world you hope to see reflected in your child's eyes. Where not by the color of one's skin but by the content of one's character we judge truths, and lies.


Still I Rise

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
’Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops,
Weakened by my soulful cries?

Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard
’Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
Diggin’ in my own backyard.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I’ll rise.

Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I've got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?

Out of the huts of history’s shame
I rise
Up from a past that’s rooted in pain
I rise
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.

Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that’s wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.
Maya Angelou, "Still I Rise" from And Still I Rise: A Book of Poems.  Copyright © 1978 by Maya Angelou.  Used by permission of Random House, an imprint and division of Penguin Random House LLC. All rights reserved.

Tuesday, April 13, 2021

Baseball is BACK!

Yes sports fans, MLB is back in the swing of things, and my San Francisco Giants entertaining to watch once again. As I type this post, they're leading 7-6 in the bottom of the eighth inning. I know, I shouldn't tempt the baseball Gods so openly, but the game has been very entertaining and the Giants appear to have a winning wind blowing behind their bats. 

Maybe I'm just another fan missing baseball so much he's seeing magic where there really isn't any. Maybe I'm kidding myself about the Giants competitive chances this season. Whatever the case may be, baseball is back and the promise of fielding a winning team in San Francisco is alive and well; at least in the hearts of fans like myself. 

These Giants might not be on par with the 2010/2012/2014 championship teams just yet, but look out MLB, there's an orange and black underdog sniffing at the heels of projected NL contenders. And they're getting cockier with every game.


Bottom of the 9th, two outs with Giants closer Jake McGee on the mound hurling 97mph.


Let's Go G-I-A-N-T-S!

Let's Go G-I-A-N-T-S!

Let's Go G-I-A-N-T-S!




Thursday, April 08, 2021

Bella Ciao (Goodbye Beautiful)

 



an italian protest folk song used by partisans againt mussolini and nazis.
also featured in the netflix series “Money Heist”

Wednesday, April 07, 2021

From A Street I Was Summoned!

Yesterday, while receiving my second dose of coronavirus vaccine, I was mesmerized by my injection nurse. It wasn't just the slight vocal twang from her upstate New York roots I recognized, nor her boogie-down Bronx style she inherited from three years interning at Bronx North Central Hospital. It was her body art that first "summoned" me. 

The upper arm tattoo of a masked nurse was three-quarters hidden by her shirt sleeve. I asked for a look-see and she proudly obliged. As you can see below, the tattoo is engaging to say the least. She explained the artwork was done in the Bronx, NY, and the nurse's face is actually made up of two female nurse faces, one on each side. 




Conversing so effortlessly as we were, I hadn't noticed the needle prick nor withdraw. It was the most unnoticeable injection I've ever had the displeasure of receiving. 

Here was a young nurse who loved nursing patients with a passion. When initially directed to her nursing station, I knew at first glance I was in the presence of a "summoned" soul, born to be at this place, at this hour, serving in this pandemic. 

You could tell from her relaxed confidence that her calling to be a nurse came as a revelation, probably while still a believer in Santa Claus. I picture her easily donning toy stethoscope and head lamp from Hasbro Milton Bradley Co.'s childhood board game, "Operation." 

Of course she would have assisted her older brother in surgery, methodically handing him surgical utensils in their mock operating room. Although she likely mastered the board game with graceful skill as a 5yr old surgeon specialist, something about assisting doctors, attending to patients and performing post-op procedures as a nurse appealed to her giving nature. Something had "summoned" her. 

To hear it told through the words of Chilean poet and Nobel Prize in Literature award winner, Pablo Neruda (1904-1973):

"I don't know how or when,
but from a street 
I was summoned."

Meaning, we all have God-given talents in us; some hidden, some obvious from an early age. When we are beckoned to apply/share our talent(s), it's as if in that instant the "heavens unfasten and open." We come face to face with our soul's purpose and destiny. We are free from choosing because it has chosen us. We are "summoned" to serve humanity.

I felt blessed to witness and receive her gift. Where would the world be without Nurses!


And it was at that age... Poetry arrived
in search of me. I don't know, I don't know where 
it came from, from winter or a river.
I don't know how or when,
no, they were not voices, they were not
words, nor silence,
but from a street I was summoned,
from branches of night,
abruptly from the others,
among violent fires
or returning alone,
there I was without a face
and it touched me.

I did not know what to say, my mouth
had no way
with names
my eyes were blind,
and something started in my soul,
fever or forgotten wings,
and I made my own way,
deciphering
that fire
and I wrote the first faint line,
faint, without substance, pure
nonsense,
pure wisdom
of someone who knows nothing,
and suddenly I saw
the heavens
unfastened
and open,
planets,
palpitating plantations,
shadow perforated,
riddled
with arrows, fire and flowers,
the winding night, the universe.

And I, infinitesimal being,
drunk with the great starry
void,
likeness, image of 
mystery,
I felt myself a pure part 
of the abyss,
I wheeled with the stars,
my heart broke free on the open sky.

Pablo Neruda


Critical Thinking best movie quotes

Monday, April 05, 2021

Barret Robbins Heart Breaker

While browsing Raiders free agent information on Youtube, I came across yet another heartbreaking story involving former Raiders All-Pro center Barret Robbins. I just don't understand why the NFL or NFL Players Association hasn't stepped in to get Barret the long-term mental health help that he needs. The man is lucky to be alive after being shot by police back in 2012.

The video I came across is from an incident involving an unpaid restaurant bill in November, 2020. It's just painful to watch anyone, especially a former Raider I cheered and rooted for, unable to maintain reason and full cognition due to mental illness. Unfortunately, sufferers of bipolar and depression sometimes experience disorientation and violent outbursts.


Please NFL, if you come across this post, reach out to Barret and try assisting him in any way possible. Mental Illness does not have an off season. Barret's been battling his disease alone, for far too long.



Now here's a Go-Fund-Me cause I'm willing to give support; mental health rescue. I'm a Raiders fan and just don't understand how a billion dollar industry like the NFL hasn't stepped in to help Barret. Like the officer said, "he's nice today, hopefully he stays that way." Where's the NFL Players Association; Come'on Man!

Sunday, April 04, 2021

Stanford Triumphs

NCAAW

Okay, as a SF Bay Area resident and fan, I'm proud of the Stanford Cardinals NCAAW championship this Sunday. But for me it felt like a bittersweet victory due to some bad calls or no-calls that went Stanford's way throughout the tournament. 

I felt the Cinderella Arizona Wildcats had the look and heart of a champion against a bigger, deeper Cardinals team. I'll put it this way; when the Cardinals were clicking it seemed some luck was involved, when the Wildcats clicked they looked athletically dominant and unstoppable. Just my opinion. The Cardinals did beat the Wildcats twice during the Pac 12 season, which made this showdown even more intense.

But for a ball or two bouncing Stanford's way, an underdog #3 seed could've hoisted the 2021 championship trophy. And that's why they call it March Madness. I take nothing away from the Cardinals. They went out and earned a title, their first since 1992.


Congratulations Coach VanDerveer and her Stanford Cardinals Women's Basketball team on bringing home an NCAA Championship!



Tuesday, March 30, 2021

British Formula One Racer X

Driver: Lewis Hamilton

Car:    Mercedes Formula 1

Track: Bahrain International Circuit

Pos:    1st

Time:  1:32:03.897

Pts.:    25


Hamilton won his record 8th world title race and extends his record wins to 96.  As I watched highlights of the race, I was reminded of car races featured on ABC Wide World of Sports as a child of the 70's. Seeing Lewis Hamilton and Max Verstappen go at it down the stretch was classic race car competition with skilled professionals behind the wheel. 


Though March Madness has most of us sports fans glued to NCAA college basketball, it does a fan good to step away from the hardcourts, frozen tundras and ballparks to take in a competition of power, precision and speed. Grand Prix Formula 1 takes you to a place where team consists of lightening fast pit crew, driver and race car, doing battle against cocky competitors and challenging tracks. 

Gentleman, start your engines!

 



Monday, March 29, 2021

Tai Chi Philosophy





 excerpts from "The Tai Ch Journey" by John Lash

Tai Chi seeks to help the student establish himself in his Tan Tien, or Chi center. It is at this point that we are one with the universe and can draw upon all of the energy and love of the Tao. This is the unending source of love that allows the Tai Chi person continuously to give of his love and compassion.

They do not believe in humility, but always try to be first. This is certain death

In any form of competition, only one person can be the first. All the others who strive and compete must be losers. This is a terrible waste of resources and energy. And it is certain death' because conflict and competition are a sign of separation from others and from one's own nature. If everyone co-operated and harmonized their efforts and talents, all would be winners. Humility is the renunciation of the desire to be first.

Mercy brings victory in battle and strength in defense

If you are having an argument with someone who feels deep love towards you, it is not easy to remain angry with them. My wife always wins arguments with me because I can always see the love in her eyes. Thus, mercy (compassionate love) brings her victory. And, in defense, love gives strength. A person will find the strength to sacrifice, even his life, in order to protect those whom he loves.

It is the means by which heaven saves and guards

This deeply felt love for all things that lies at the center of us all is the means by which the Tao guides us upon our journey to Oneness. It is the essence of the Tai Chi person's life and his only way of helping the world. v67


A good soldier is not violent

It is the soldier who must pay for the conflict between peoples. To be violent only increases the chances that conflict will develop. Thus the Tai Chi person, trained in self-defense, does all that he can to avoid conflict by sustaining within him the qualities of non-violence and non-aggression.

A good fighter is not angry



When all the ways to avoid conflict have been exhausted and the Tai Chi person must defend himself, he must maintain his tranquility and compassion during the struggle. Once control of the emotions is lost, it will be impossible to concentrate and the ability to adapt quickly to changing circumstances will vanish. The Tai Chi person only does the bare minimum in order to protect himself and his health. Since he does not lust after victory or fame, self-preservation is all that is required. But to become angry is to lose this restraint.

A good winner is not vengeful

Winning causes resentment and bitterness in the loser. To be vengeful in victory only increases this resentment which, in turn, increases the chances that the conflict will be renewed at a later time.

A good employer is humble

To use power, whether financial or physical (or political), to force others to your will, or to lord it over them, causes a feeling of separation and arouses resistance. Power used with humility and for the benefit of all brings forth feelings of love and respect. 

This is known as the virtue of not striving

Non-competition is essential if one wishes to be one with others and to avoid conflict in life. v68




That which shrinks
Must first expand.
That which fails
Must first be strong.
That which is cast down
Must first be raised.

Opposites cannot be separated. There cannot be high without low, good without evil, rich without poor. Tai Chi teaches the student to avoid extremes in life; not to go too far and get the opposite of what he seeks. By not raising himself up on his toes, the student cannot be cast down. By not being strong and forceful, he cannot become tired and spent. By not being held high in the opinions of others, he need not worry about being cast down. The Tai Chi person seeks the middle point between opposites. In this middle point, neither of the opposites dominates the other. It is a place without high or low, good or bad, success or failure. In other words, it is a place of harmony. v36


He who can hold to his center passes through trouble untouched and unharmed. v34

He who knows he has enough is rich. v33

Be an example to the world. 

Know honor 
Yet keep humility. v28

What is a good man?     
A teacher of a bad man. 
What is a bad man?       
A good man's charge.    
v27



Friday, March 19, 2021

March Madne$$



Billion Dollar Industry: Moran Bill enables college athletes to profit off of likeness. Its a beginning that will hopefully lead to a share of overall NCAA sports profits going toward the athletes. These young, talented individuals continue to be taken advantage of financially by a wealthy organization comprised of professional hucksters.

If you ask me, the federal government should step in and force these non-profit schemers to put aside monies for every athlete's post-collegiate endeavor; perhaps putting money into an earning trust. 

The NCAA has been tax-exempt since 1956. They must answer to somebody for their actions of excessive greed; for their neglect and exploitation of those young adults under their care. Whatever happened to "it takes a village?" When the village elders personally pocket profits made off children, as opposed to reinvesting those profits into children's futures outside the village, change is necessary. Instead of the village raising the child, its robbing the child blind of his/her youthful talent and marketability.  


Names, Images and Likenesses Matter


The old adage that student athletes on scholarship are getting a free education just doesn't wash against profit distribution stains on the pockets of collegiate administrators. Many student athletes are cheated out of an education when colleges place success of their sports programs over an athlete's scholastic studies. The lesson becomes one of an economic nature, but with no guarantees; "dig first, money later." 


“- Abbè Faria: Define Economics.

- Edmond Dantes: Economics is a science that deals with the production, distribution, and consumption of commodities.

- Abbè Faria: Translation?

- Edmond Dantes: Dig first, money later.”

quote from the movie The Count of Monte Cristo


If you wanna see what greed and privilege look like under the hood, just browse online for information about unpaid student athletes and NCAA earnings and wealth. The village is being run by pimps.  Straight Cash Homey!


The NCAA brings in a billion dollars a year, here's why it refuses to pay it's athletes




Thursday, March 18, 2021

The "Me So Horny" Defense

Headline: - Atlanta spa shooting suspect's 'bad day' defense and America's sexualized racism problem - by Nancy Wang Yuen

Tuesday, six Asian women were shot dead at three spas in the Atlanta area. Two other victims, a white man and a white woman, were also killed. Investigators said the white male suspect told them that he has a "sex addiction" and targeted the spas to "take out that temptation."

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Nancy Wang Yuen has written an article addressing the problem of hyper-sexualized racism in America. It is an educational piece of journalism that brings to light the historical mistreatment and racist denigration of Asian women in western society. 

When Nancy discusses the hurt she felt from a white Georgian male shouting "me so horny" and "me love you long time" at her in Atlanta's airport, she opens a Pandora's box of abusive behavior and victimization Asian women in America have been subject to far too long. In today's "Me Too" era, it's time we address this hurtful form of racist behavior disguising itself as a complimentary gesture and/or come on. 

Many American men like myself, watching the Vietnamese hooker scene from the 1987 film "Full Metal Jacket," were young, innocent consumers of a war movie, unaware it was "part of a long history of cultural depictions of Asian women as prostitutes." When popular music artists dubbed the hooker's voice into songs featuring lines from the movie (Me so horny/Me love you long time) it heightened the hypersexualized racism toward Asian women. 

I myself, must own up to the fact that those songs played a small part in how I began viewing "Some" Asian women at that time. I never thought of my views as anything more than an awakened awareness of the sexuality of Asian women. Unfortunately, not all American men are willing to separate the antics of a fictionalized cheap hooker from a beautiful, respectful lady of like culture or race. 

We can partly blame American stereotypes and Hollywood, but much of the burden rests on an individual's upbringing and exposure to different cultures, as well as, education. There was a time, not long ago, that white men caught dating African-American women were ostracized, and both charged with a criminal act against society. During that time, African-American women were depicted by white society as low-life, dirty, evil, diseased, witchcraft-voodoo women who preyed on good white men. These lies (and laws) were meant to frighten young white males away from women of color and chase them into the waiting arms of so-called soul-saving white women. And more times than not it was the women of color who needed saving from the white wolf.

Our society is changing, but not fast enough. The six Asian women who died at the hands of a white male shooter will not see a world where all women are treated with kindness and respect. We owe it to them and all victims of sexist violence to remove the stereotypes that lead to abuse of women and continue to change our perceptions of women and race.

Today I removed an old post that shared my thoughts and memories of the "Me so horney/Me love you long time" film scene and music.

We must be accountable as a society and protective of our most vulnerable. If one is victimized, then all are victimized. And the one could be your mother, sister or daughter.


Prayers for the 8 victims and their families

Wednesday, March 17, 2021

Offensive Free Agency Flopping

One step forward, two steps back. So far this offseason the Raiders have decimated what was the fifth best offensive line in the league and the strength of their offense last season. Yesterday, 3x pro bowl center Rodney Hudson joined the exodus of Raiders O-Linemen taking their talents elsewhere in 2021. So what the heck is going on with this "Leaving Las Vegas" theme show?

In my estimation, Coach John Gruden and company have failed miserably so far this offseason. I thought letting WR Nelson Agholor sign elsewhere was indication of productive players being expendable. Now seeing the fourth of five O-Linemen leave, with no foreseeable plan to replace their high-caliber talent is downright treasonous.

Maybe the Raiders are banking on replacing Derek Carr with a Russell Wilson type quarterback who scrambles to make things happen. Because as it stands, Carr, or any Raiders pocket passing QB, is in for a season that will require mobility and arm strength to get the ball to receivers. 


The Raiders picked up veteran WR John Brown from the Buffalo Bills. I guess he was okay in Buffalo, until injuries and Stefon Diggs came to the party.

On defense the Raiders made a monster splash picking up pass rusher Yannick Ngakoue. 


And it's now Officially Free Agency Season!





Saturday, February 20, 2021

The Art & Elegance of Osaka

She wins like she talks; with graceful power and determination. Naomi Osaka's second Australian Open title win was one that many saw coming. She plays tennis like a grandmaster in a chess match; setting opponents up and knowing when to be aggressive and/or defensive. Currently ranked #3 by the Women's Tennis Association, she has held the #1 ranking in the past, and deservedly so. 

What surprised and impressed me so much about this 23 year old phenom is how she carries herself off the court. Her soft-spoken presentation and matter-of-fact manner is so appealing. It lets people know exactly who they're dealing with in a non-threatening and welcoming way. A This Is Me celebrity, unafraid to just be herself with others.

I suspect we are seeing the rise of a generational star athlete, one who comes along only once in awhile. Hopefully, her elegance, and calm, zen-like style of handling interviews, will rub off on other young, gifted athletes. The sports media might target interviewees with senseless or challenging questions, but it's the self-contained, under-emotional and/or unintimidated athlete who decides what reactions and answers she/he chooses. Or as the old saying goes, "it's not Only what you say but how you say it." Assertiveness trumps anxiety.


Congratulations Naomi Osaka

Australian Open Champion 2021



Thursday, February 11, 2021

Impeaching A Party of Sychophants

Still in Lockstep by David Horsey

The 2021 Impeachment Trial of Donald J. Trump so far has given us clear cut evidence of his commanding involvement in planning, inciting, instructing and enabling a riotous mob of TRumpublican supporters to attack the United States Capitol.

With that clear cut evidence comes a dangerous inaction to the truth. It appears, 44 out of 50 Republican Senators so far, are following that infamous trump request to "stand back" from convicting him of High Crimes and Misdemeanors while they "stand by" to fulfill future requests he might deem necessary for personal gain.

Citizens of the United States of America are witnessing live broadcasts of dereliction of duty by Senators who refuse to acknowledge an ongoing threat to our Democracy. They are looking away from truthful evidence and unwilling to carry out any form of impartial justice.

Instead, they seem oath-bound to appease Donald J. Trump and his supporters, no matter the damage and destruction it causes America. Mind you, these same Senators were potential victims of the riotous mob that stormed the Capitol in the name of Donald J. Trump; brandishing MAGA hats and Trump flags along with weapons of criminal intent.

What happened to Making America Great? It appears to have blood dripping off its visor. Trump's 2016 campaign slogan, so full of divisive hatred, has finally come home to roost. 
On January 6, 2021, their targets were Democrat legislators and so-called Trump traitors. Tomorrow could be anyone suspected of disloyalty to an imaginary Trump crown; a crown that certifiably sits atop the head of Joe Biden, our 46th President. Thank God!

But when corrupt power feels threatened by justice, it will attempt to threaten and/or corrupt every man, woman and child within its reach in order to avoid accountability. We've been seeing it on a national stage since Trump took office, and we saw it erupt and discharge its infected pus, like a festering sore oozing through the Capitol, on January 6th. 

If Trump's Presidency wasn't proof enough, tune-in to Impeachment Trial II as his defense lawyers, along with TRumpublican jurors, take center stage trying to wipe pus and blood off their hands in yet another attempt to cleanse their guilt and hide truth and justice from the American People.






William Barr, Trump's Sword and Shield - The New Yorker, Jan. 2020

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Tuesday, February 02, 2021

Raiders D. Carr Has Risen

 


Derek Carr has earned his place in the lore of gutsy, tough Raiders quarterbacks. Over his six year career with the Raiders, he’s been reviled and wished off the silver and black island by many a disgruntled Raiders fan. He seems injury prone at the worse of times, and Sports Talk media has counted him out almost every pre-season. 

But the competitive SOB keeps coming back and proving why he deserves to drive the car. His leadership and competetitiveness are indisputable. Sure, he sometimes misses the big play, but he never stops fighting and has proven invaluable to the teams’ success.

Carr’s 2020 season was one of his best. His passer rating was in the top QB tier a few weeks and he had big games against Drew Brews and Patrick Mahomes (twice). He knows what coach Gruden wants and runs the offense like he wrote the playbook. In eight games the Raiders scored 30 or more points, and only twice scored less than twenty, winning one of those games. Give Carr a decent defense next season and watch the Raiders . . . 

Just Win Baby!


1950 Novel based on Georgia's "Monroe Massacre"

 

From the jacket: VIOLENCE is never a simple matter. Whether it is ever justified is a more thorny question still....In this case, the three men had murdered his wife. There was no doubt in Nathan's mind that they had been members of the mob that dragged the four victims out of the car on that lonely road just outside of town. And there was no hope that Southern justice would ever exact any penalty for the crime. So Nathan packed a suitcase, loaded his Army pistol, and went back to Hainesville. It seemed as simple as that. But this quest for vengeance spread in a complex pattern that enveloped many lives -and blasted the artificial calm of a guilty town. 

Arthur Gordon's vivid and angry novel probes deep beneath the surface of this taut situation to examine its impact on a deftly portrayed variety of characters. REPRISAL moves with the swift pace and sharp suspense of an early Hitchcock movie thriller, yet its main achievement is the portrayal of the inhabitants of Hainesville, men and women far more real and complicated than the thin stereotypes who people most novels that deal with racial barriers. 

There is Melady, the little writer from a magazine up North, who tried so hard not to become personally involved in his assignment-and failed; Yancy Brown, the proud, dignified undertaker who was the town's Negro leader; Unity, a minister's daughter filled with reforming zeal; and Shep, whom she loved, hard and self-willed and immovable. There is Hester, with a scarred face and a secret shame; and Bubber Aycock, whose private lusts had provoked the lynching. Threading together all their lives is Nathan, frightened but determined, moving through the night on his desperate mission. When a social abscess bursts in terror and violence, and its effect is recounted by a brilliant story-teller, the result must be a novel not to be missed. REPRISAL is just such a book.

Note: 1950 book cover depicts the image of Nathan packing/unpacking his suitcase and holding his Army pistol. In the story Nathan is black. The image above, of a man who looks tanned irish at best, is what I figure the publishers had to advertise to their mostly white consumers. In the book's inside jacket blurb, neither Nathan,  his wife or the other victims are advertised as black. This was 1950 America, where a black man with a gun was a white nightmare. Some might say this fear still drives some of the country's incarceration and gun policies today. As spelled out in chapter 44 of title 18 of the U.S. Code, federal law bans convicted felons from possessing firearms or ammunition. ... This rule covers all felonies, but does not apply to state misdemeanors that carry less than a two-year sentence.


Chapter 7 section 2 (pgs. 206-214)

Unity looked anxiously around the table at the faces of her guests. There was a sudden tension in the dining room. It was Melady’s fault. He had steered the conversation to this point. Deliberately, Unity felt.

The day had started well. Hattie had assured her that Nathan was gone. She had ducked into the garage to satisfy herself, had found no sign of him. She had spent the rest of the morning helping Hattie prepare the dinner, feeling as if an intolerable weight had been lifted from her. All through the long meal she had been happier than she had been in days.

“After a dinner as fine as this one,” said Judge Winter soothingly, “we really shouldn’t quarrel.”

“I’m not quarreling,” snapped Mrs. Crowe. “I just don’t intend to sit here and listen to insults.” She glared at her husband. “Why don’t you say something?”

Lester sniffed gently and stirred his demitasse. “You don’t seem to need any support, my dear.”

Melady ran one hand through his wiry hair. “All I said was that if a Negro did kill Neal Aycock, I could hardly blame him. I don’t see anything insulting about that.”

Mrs. Crowe stared around the table. She was a full-busted woman with a nasal voice and, apparently, firm opinions. “I must say, I’m beginning to think I’m the only one in this room who really represents what the people of the South feel about this race question. I grew up in a county where the blacks outnumbered the whites. I’ve known ‘em all my life. Some are better than others, but the general run of ‘em are shiftless, lazy, and dirty. Especially dirty. Look at any of their cabins! They’d rather be dirty than clean. Half the time you can smell ‘em. Faugh!”

Aunt Guley widened her mild eyes. “Perhaps we don’t smell so nice to them, either.”

Everyone laughed except Mrs. Crowe.

“Living in dirt is a sign of poverty and ignorance everywhere,” Unity said. “The Negroes have no monopoly on that. If we’d educate them decently, they’d begin to live decently.”

“If we educated them decently,” Lester said gloomily, “they’d begin to expect a lot of things they couldn’t have. The South isn’t rich. Its soil is worn out. There’s a limit to the wealth it can produce. It won’t support a much higher standard of living for those people.”

“In that case,” Melady suggested, “they might move out of the South into areas of more opportunity.”

“That would be fine!” Mrs. Crowe said emphatically.

“Their schools are a lot better than they were,” Mrs. Cantrell said to Melady. “Even so, to make them the equal of the whites would cost millions. Don’t you think it’s a little unfair to ask the white people of the South to shoulder that cost? After all, the amount the colored people pay in taxes is infinitesimal.

“Well, the rest of the country will never do it,” Mrs. Crowe stated. “All they contribute is criticism.”

Judge Winter smoothed his tawny hair. “Some of the criticism is justified, my dear lady. I don’t think we can pretend the Negro can count on equality under the law as it is administered in the South today.”
“What’s more,” Melady said, “when these lynchings and other outrages occur, it plays right into the hands of the Communists.”

“You have your mass murders in the North,” Shep drawled. “You just don’t call them lynchings, that’s all.”

“And race riots! And discrimination!” echoed Mrs. Crowe with satisfaction.

“The Communists will never lack for things to criticize,” Judge Winter said gently to Melady. “When they do, they’ll invent some.”

Melady furrowed his forehead. “It all seems to boil down to whether or not you think a Negro is racially inferior – or even mentally very different from a white person. If he is, then perhaps inferior treatment of him is justified. That’s the way most Southerners seem to reason, anyway.”

“That’s no justification for ill-treatment,” Unity said sharply. “If it were, you’d be justified in maltreating anyone, white or black, who could be proved your mental inferior.”

“But they are inferior,” Mrs. Crowe cried. “My heavens, two hundred years ago their ancestors were running around in the jungle with rings in their noses!”

“What were your ancestors doing two thousand years ago?” Melady asked her pleasantly. “Probably running around in bearskins, or tattooing themselves blue.”

Mrs. Crowe looked at him stonily. “Where you come from, you don’t have the problem. Consequently you know nothing about it. But you love to exploit it. You love to come down here looking for the worst; that’s the truth of the matter! Why don’t you write about the good side? Why don’t you report that the first hospital ever built exclusively for Negroes was financed, equipped and organized by the white people of Savannah! Write a story about that?”

“If you didn’t have Jim Crow,” Melady reminded her, “you wouldn’t have to build them separate hospitals.”

Mrs. Crowe flushed. “You mean to tell me you’d like to be in the same ward with a colored patient?”
“I wouldn’t mind.”

“Well, I would!” Mrs. Crowe’s bosom trembled with the vehemence of her emotions. “And so would ninety-nine percent of the people in the South.” She looked angrily from under her heavy eyelids. “It’s easy enough for you people from the North to say we should like the Negroes and try to uplift them. Well, we don’t like them, and we’re going to keep them in their place. That’s not a theory; that’s a fact! Whether we should like ‘em or not is beside the point. We don’t!” She paused for breath, then plunged on. “Furthermore, while you’re talking about rights, seems to me the right of a human being to dislike something is a pretty fundamental right in itself. If I don’t want a Communist teaching my children at school, that’s a prejudice, isn’t it? But who says I’m not entitled to it?”

“You’re entitled to that prejudice,” Melady began, “because a Communist teacher threatens your way of life . . .”

“Well, people who advocate opening our hospitals and restaurants and theaters to niggers” – she caught herself – “Negroes, are threatening my way of life!”

“In most parts of the country that sort of thing is permitted without causing any undue . . .”

“I don’t care what happens in any other part of the country,” Mrs. Crowe cried. “Let ‘em have chimpanzees in their theaters if they want! Or let ‘em have laws keeping chimpanzees out. That’s their business. We won’t interfere with it!”

“What you’re really defending,” Melady told her, “is the right of a minority to persecute a smaller minority. Isn’t that it?”

Mrs. Crowe was not daunted. “It’s not our fault we’re a minority,” she said scornfully. “We tried to get out of your precious Union. You people defeated us and held us against our will. But that doesn’t mean we have to pretend to like it. We don’t! We’re a separate country, in our own minds, and don’t you forget it!”

There was an awkward silence. Mrs. Cantrell glanced helplessly at Unity. These are your guests, the glance said. Do something!

Unity said hesitantly, “Judge Winter, how would you go about solving the problem? What would you suggest if by some miracle your recommendations could be adopted?”


The Judge dropped his handsome head on his chest and considered the question. Everybody waited. At last he looked up. “Trying to balance the ethics of the situation with the realities involved certainly isn’t easy. Still, here are some things I’d recommend. First” – the yellow eyes flicked briefly toward Melady – “and this will not please you - I’d advocate the retention of segregation until it breaks down of its own accord in fifty or a hundred or two hundred years. Any legislation that tries to end it now will fail just as Prohibition failed, because it won’t have the support of the people. In fact, like most unenforceable laws, it will only aggravate the situation.

“Secondly, I’d make stronger efforts to give the Negroes equality of education, with the Federal Government bearing the expense. There’s no reason, as Mrs. Cantrell said, why the South should carry the whole load. And the load would be heavy.

“Third” – he was ticking off the points on his fingers – “I’d see to it that they got justice under the law, using Federal guarantees if necessary. In some cases, we’d have to by-pass the jury system.” He smiled thinly. “There would be considerable uproar about that.

“Fourth, I’d safeguard the Negroes’ right to vote – a right theoretically guaranteed to them by the Constitution, of course, but constantly under attack in some places . . .”

“Wouldn’t you run into difficulties over segregation?” Melady asked. “Suppose the Negroes elected a colored man to represent them in the legislature. Where would he sit?”

“It would be very difficult,” the Judge admitted. “He would have to sit in a special section and vote from there”

“Wouldn’t that be absurd?”

“Human nature is often absurd,” said the Judge. “But I think the colored people would rather have a representative voting from behind a railing than not have one voting at all.”

Lester said slowly, “Would you favor laws guaranteeing the Negro freedom from discrimination in getting jobs – and advancement in jobs?”

“No, I wouldn’t,” the Judge replied. “That’s something that seems to me to interfere with the rights of the employer. It’s unenforceable anyway. And why not leave something to the enterprise and ingenuity of the colored people themselves?”

Mrs. Crowe gave a derisive snort. The Judge looked at her coldly, then went on.

“Finally,” he said, “I’d use all available media – schools, churches, newspapers, radio stations, women’s clubs, everything – to stress the advisability of these changes from the purely selfish standpoint of the white people’s self-interest. The South will always be at a disadvantage until the Negro is pulled out of the mire. A lot of thinking people are beginning to realize that. The trend is unmistakable.”

Mrs. Crowe looked disgusted. “People always seem to think a trend must be right just because it’s a trend. Aren’t there ever any wrong trends? How about the trend toward a depression, or the trend toward another war?”

“Madam,” said Judge Winter, making her an ironic little bow, “you are almost unanswerable.”

Lester mumbled something that sounded like “Always has been.”

Shep said, in his lazy drawl, “What do you think, Miss Cantrell? You haven’t said a word.”

Aunt Guley pursed her lips thoughtfully. “We could always assimilate them, couldn’t we? That’s what the Chinese do.”

“What?” cried Mrs. Crowe.

Aunt Guley looked helpless. “Well, of course, everybody’d be a little darker than they are now. But most of the young people spend hours sitting in the sun anyway, trying to get darker, and . . .”

“Guley!” Mrs. Cantrell rapped on the table. “Stop teasing everybody!”

“Well,” said Aunt Guley wistfully, “they asked me.”

Mrs. Cantrell pushed back her chair. “Shall we go into the other room and let Hattie clear away these coffee things?”

Lester glanced regretfully at his watch. “I’d better get back to the office. My secretary will scold me.” He sighed. “After thirty years in this game, I still can’t get used to working on Sunday.” He bowed in the courtly way he had. “So if you’ll excuse us, Mrs. Cantrell . . .”

Unity said, “I’ll be down in a little while, Lester.”

The editor patted her hand. “Don’t bother. Take the afternoon off.”

They stood on the porch, watching the Crowes move down the path. “I’d better go too,” Melady said. “I have some writing to do. My editor in New York is a frustrated writer himself. So nothing anybody ever writes is quite the way he wants it.”

“That must be trying,” Judge Winter said. “I’ll walk along with you, if I may.” He turned to Unity. “Thank you, my dear. I’m sorry to have missed your sister. If she’s half as charming as you, I’m doubly sorry. Mrs. Cantrell, Miss Cantrell, my thanks to you and my compliments to your admirable cook.”

He retrieved his hat and stick from the rack in the hall. “Now, sir,” he said to Melady, “If you are ready . . .”

They walked slowly along the shaded streets, the Judge’s cane making small tapping sounds. There was little traffic. From hidden lawns came the whir of mowers. Somewhere a piano tinkled, brittle and somnolent.

“You started that discussion deliberately, didn’t you?” the Judge asked after a while. “Not very good manners, young man.”

“I suppose not,” Melady admitted. “Still, a writer can’t always afford to have manners.”

“You’d probably write better,” the Judge observed, “If you did.”

They walked on in silence through the drowsy sunshine.

“That Crowe woman,” Melady said at length. “Listening to her makes me think that what you’ve got down here is a white problem, not a Negro problem. Is her attitude typical?”

“She’s typical of an uncomfortably large majority, I’m afraid.”

“But they’re so inconsistent. She hates the colored people, and yet I’m sure she wouldn’t hesitate to entrust her child to one – assuming she had a child – to be fed and bathed and cared for by one of the untouchables.”

“That’s right.”

They stopped and waited for a street light to change.

“I think I know what it is,” Melady said finally. “They’ve got a guilt complex about the Negroes. They knew slavery was morally wrong – and they’d probably have freed the slaves themselves in another decade or so. But they weren’t allowed to salve their conscience that way. The Yankees came down and freed the slaves forcibly. That left these people with a guilt feeling they never could get rid of. The Negroes make ‘em feel guilty, subconsciously, and they hate ‘em for it.”

The Judge smiled. “A pretty theory, my dear sir. But it doesn’t fit the case. One of the things that should be obvious to a clear-eyed observer like yourself is that the lower you get in the social scale – I’m talking about the whites, now – the more violent is the antipathy for the Negro. If your hypothesis were correct, Southerners of the upper classes, whose ancestors owned the slaves, would be the most prejudiced of all.”

Melady decided to abandon a subject which offered such endless possibilities for confusion and entanglement. He said as much.

The Judge gave his stick a twirl that was almost jaunty. “Well, now,” he purred, “if you’ve learned that much, perhaps your stay down here hasn’t been entirely wasted.”

Note: You can learn a lot about American Race Relations just by reading some of the historical conversations on race, in both fiction and nonfiction.

 

 

My Amazon Book Review:

Reviewed in the United States on January 31, 2021

The story has your typical slow-moving southern town atmosphere, full of locals doing and saying what southern locals do and say; including hiding from past incidents of racist behavior. Inspired by the real-life 1946 "Monroe Massacre," the story takes place a year after the lynching of four blacks (two men, two women) in fictional Hainesville, Georgia. And though much of the focus is on day-to-day relationships and goings on in town following a trial related to the lynching, its the vengeance of one man that awakens the fear, guilt and violence in town. Throw in a northern newspaper reporter nosing around stirring up memories and suspicions folks would much rather forget, and you can feel the powder keg tension ready to explode.

The novel is as much about battles between men and women and north and south, as it is about blacks and whites. The author does an excellent job setting the atmosphere of time and place, then peopling it with what feels like authentic characters. Where he might've fallen short is the ending, which seemed a bit rushed and made to fit a super hero type narrative. Or perhaps it just reflects the segregated times in American society, where white supremacy could never allow a black avenger of white injustice to become a hero.

note: In the book, Bubber Aycock, a married southern white supremacist, is having a secret affair with a young light-skinned black woman named Geneva. Bubber is so obsessed with keeping Geneva to himself, that he'll kill anyone, black or white, who tries taking her away from him. Though nobody knew, It was Bubber's fanatical obsession with Geneva that led to the lynchings.
"Damn your black hide old woman, how is it lyin' to white folks comes so easy to you niggers? "Maybe' cause we's had to do so much practicin', Mr. Bubber" the old voice said.